| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 11 days |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 800 since 24/07/2009 |
| Creator |
To my beautiful angel xxx
My pregnancy with Caiden-James's was a little difficult, i was already scared after having my
darling Elivia at 30weeks...I had a little sickness, nothing compared to the girls, we were so
desperate for a boy, and this kind of gave it away..I had bleeding very early on during my
pregnancy, so i had a scan between 5/6weeks and saw our little mans heartbeat flickering away...i
then had a scan at 12weeks and everything was fine, even my scan at 20weeks was fine..
Then I reached 21weeks and everything went downhill...I had a massive bleed, that lasted a week, i
kept asking my consultant what happens if my waters break, as this pregnncy was turning in to the
same as Elivias...
I was finally discharged when the bleeding settled, i had been home 4days and i was stood talking to
a neighbour as my waters broke at 22weeks...
I was so scared for my little boy, i knew i had to reach 24weeks so that they would treat Caiden...
I had my 1st lot of steroids at 24weeks and then 2nd lot the day after, this was the day my waters
changed colour and i was transferred from York to Sheffield...
I spent 3days there, on the 13th i said to Richard (caidens daddy) that i was going to go into
labour, i had been suffering pains on and off alday...i sent richard home telling him i was fine and
i would ring him if anything changed..
I woke at 1.30am, i was having 4contractions every 10mins...argh...
I rung richard telling him not to worry i was fine, i was moved to delievery and was flying high on
gas and air...
The Midwife told me i needed to ring someone, i remember ringing richard teling him i needed him
about 5.30am
He dropped the girls in at nanas and raced to see his son be born..
I remember the midwie saying to me, lets take your pjs of and if you feel any pressure let me
know...as soon as she left the room i felt pressure and my little Caiden-James arrived bottom 1st at
7.50am
I am so,so greatful that they worked on him next to us, i was so frightened that he wasnt going to
make it, but was told he was trying to breath on his own before he was ventilated and taken to scbu
intensive care..
I got pictures of him and went to see him, he was so tiny and perfect weighing 1lb 10oz..good weight
for a 24+4weeker..
Caiden-James did considerably well for his 1st week of life, he even had 0.6ml of milk..
However things with a premmie baby can change so quick which we knew all to well...we received a
phone call telling us that he was been a little naughty but had been staberlized, but from this day
onwards things changed so quick...
Caiden become very poorly within about 48hours, the staff couldn't staberlize his blood pressure and
his blood gasses were all over the place, his ventilation was up and down, and the line in his leg
was making his toes dusky..
THe worst bit of this day was been told that out of 32babys on the unit, Caiden was 1 of the
poorliest..
This therefore pushed us to say enough was enough...our sweet little angel was suffering so much, we
didnt want his to pass away fighting on the machines..
we had Caiden christened and contacted family to come and say their goodbyes...
Our daughters come to see their brother and to give him kisses...the best feeling of 25th March 2009
was our little man opening his eyes we were absolutely thrilled to know he just wanted to check out
his mummy, daddy and sisters..
When family left i walked them to the car and their was a massive rainbow, which was lovely,
Caiden-James let us know he had, had enough and i carried him to our room where he had his tube
removed and he died very peacefully and quickly in mine and richards arms, part of us died and went
with our little man on this morning...
We spent the day with our little boy bathing and changing him..we made sure we had every memory
possible...
We spent time arranging Caiden-James funeral and he was buried in a little white coffin with chrome
handles, he has recently had his headtone put down, and it is beautiful with tigger on..
Ww love and miss our sweet little boy every single day, and i absolutely love the beginning of this
poem..
"In a babies castle, just beyond my eye,my baby plays with angels toys, that money cannot buy,
Who am I to wish him, back into this world of strife? No, play on my angel, you have eternal life."
sweet dreams our beautiful little Caiden-James, love and protect your sisters..xxxx
All my love XxX♥ May the winds of love ♥
♥ blow softly and whisper ♥
♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Love always xxxxx
SENT WITH LOVE
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sweet dreams my sweet little angel, mummy misses you so, so much..
i came to talk to you yoday to chat away, and was so happy that your grass has grown, fingers crossed your headstone will stay a little cleaner..
night night caiden james xx
If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
To a brave wee cookie
What a beautiful brave wee boy...i'm sure Caiden will be playing with the other angel boys and girls and keeping a close eye on you, love from Lachlan's mum x
The Cord & His Journey - 2 poems
THE CORD
We are connected, my child and I
By an invisible cord not seen by the eye,
It’s not like the cord that connects us till birth
This cord can’t be seen by any on earth.
This cord does its work right off from the start
It binds us together attached to my heart,
I know that it’s there though no-one can see
The invisible cord from my baby to me.
The strength of this cord is hard to describe
It can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied,
It’s stronger than any cord man could create
It withstands any test and can hold any weight.
And though you are gone, now you’re not here with me
The cord is still there although no-one can see,
It pulls at my heart: I am bruised, I am sore
But this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I am thankful that God can connect us this way
A mother and child – death can’t take that away,
Although it is painful, I would never deny
This cord that connects us; my child and I.
HIS JOURNEY'S JUST BEGUN
Don’t think of him as gone away
His Journey’s just begun,
Life holds so many facets
This earth is only one.
Just think of him as resting
From the sorrow and the tears,
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years.
Think how he must be wishing
That we could know today,
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away.
And think of him as living
In the hearts of those he touched,
For nothing loved is ever lost
And he was loved so much.
Sorry for your loss...
I'm so sorry for your loss. Caiden is such a beautiful little boy and I hope your pain soon eases. I have lost a nephew at 5 months old and I know the pain that this creates deep down inside your heart. Caiden is now playing with all of his little Angel friends in the garden, probably playing hide and seek with my nephew and all of the other little Angels who are in God's garden! Take good care of yourselves xx
A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL XX
I AM SO VERY SORRY ON THE LOSS OF YOUR LITTLE BOY HES GORGEOUS LIFE IS CRUEL SOMETIMES BUT GOD ONLY CHOOSES THE BEST TO BE WITH HIM PLAY SAFE LITTLE ANGEL GOD BLESS YOUR MUMMY AND DADDY AND SISTERS AND ALL YOUR FAMILY XX
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♥ღ♥ Stay With Me My Angel ♥ღ♥
Stay with me My Angel
I need you till the end
Stay with me My Angel
You are my best friend
Stay with me My Angel
You’re the one that helps me live
Stay with me My Angel
You’ve shown me how to give
Stay with me My Angel
To take the pain away
Stay with me My Angel
What more can I say
Don’t go away My Angel
I need you oh so much
Don’t go away My Angel
I need your gentle touch
Don’t go away My Angel
You take the pain away
Don’t go away My Angel
I won’t last another day
Don’t go away My Angel
I don’t want another tear
Don’t go away My Angel
With you, there is no fear
By Christopher Leone
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