| Location | Sheffield |
| Age | 11 days |
| Cause of Death | Premature Birth |
| Date of Birth | 14/03/2009 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,707 since 24/07/2009 |
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To my beautiful angel xxx
My pregnancy with Caiden-James's was a little difficult, i was already scared after having my darling Elivia at 30weeks...I had a little sickness, nothing compared to the girls, we were so desperate for a boy, and this kind of gave it away..I had bleeding very early on during my pregnancy, so i had a scan between 5/6weeks and saw our little mans heartbeat flickering away...i then had a scan at 12weeks and everything was fine, even my scan at 20weeks was fine..
Then I reached 21weeks and everything went downhill...I had a massive bleed, that lasted a week, i kept asking my consultant what happens if my waters break, as this pregnncy was turning in to the same as Elivias...
I was finally discharged when the bleeding settled, i had been home 4days and i was stood talking to a neighbour as my waters broke at 22weeks...
I was so scared for my little boy, i knew i had to reach 24weeks so that they would treat Caiden...
I had my 1st lot of steroids at 24weeks and then 2nd lot the day after, this was the day my waters changed colour and i was transferred from York to Sheffield...
I spent 3days there, on the 13th i said to Richard (caidens daddy) that i was going to go into labour, i had been suffering pains on and off alday...i sent richard home telling him i was fine and i would ring him if anything changed..
I woke at 1.30am, i was having 4contractions every 10mins...argh...
I rung richard telling him not to worry i was fine, i was moved to delievery and was flying high on gas and air...
The Midwife told me i needed to ring someone, i remember ringing richard teling him i needed him about 5.30am
He dropped the girls in at nanas and raced to see his son be born..
I remember the midwie saying to me, lets take your pjs of and if you feel any pressure let me know...as soon as she left the room i felt pressure and my little Caiden-James arrived bottom 1st at 7.50am
I am so,so greatful that they worked on him next to us, i was so frightened that he wasnt going to make it, but was told he was trying to breath on his own before he was ventilated and taken to scbu intensive care..
I got pictures of him and went to see him, he was so tiny and perfect weighing 1lb 10oz..good weight for a 24+4weeker..
Caiden-James did considerably well for his 1st week of life, he even had 0.6ml of milk..
However things with a premmie baby can change so quick which we knew all to well...we received a phone call telling us that he was been a little naughty but had been staberlized, but from this day onwards things changed so quick...
Caiden become very poorly within about 48hours, the staff couldn't staberlize his blood pressure and his blood gasses were all over the place, his ventilation was up and down, and the line in his leg was making his toes dusky..
THe worst bit of this day was been told that out of 32babys on the unit, Caiden was 1 of the poorliest..
This therefore pushed us to say enough was enough...our sweet little angel was suffering so much, we didnt want his to pass away fighting on the machines..
we had Caiden christened and contacted family to come and say their goodbyes...
Our daughters come to see their brother and to give him kisses...the best feeling of 25th March 2009 was our little man opening his eyes we were absolutely thrilled to know he just wanted to check out his mummy, daddy and sisters..
When family left i walked them to the car and their was a massive rainbow, which was lovely, Caiden-James let us know he had, had enough and i carried him to our room where he had his tube removed and he died very peacefully and quickly in mine and richards arms, part of us died and went with our little man on this morning...
We spent the day with our little boy bathing and changing him..we made sure we had every memory possible...
We spent time arranging Caiden-James funeral and he was buried in a little white coffin with chrome handles, he has recently had his headtone put down, and it is beautiful with tigger on..
Ww love and miss our sweet little boy every single day, and i absolutely love the beginning of this poem..
"In a babies castle, just beyond my eye,my baby plays with angels toys, that money cannot buy,
Who am I to wish him, back into this world of strife? No, play on my angel, you have eternal life."
sweet dreams our beautiful little Caiden-James, love and protect your sisters..xxxx
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God needed an angel in heaven
When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.
Helen Steiner Rice
All my love XxX♥ May the winds of love ♥
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♥ in your ear how much ♥
♥ we love and miss you ♥
♥ and wish that you were here♥
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Love always xxxxx
SENT WITH LOVE
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For Caiden
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sweet dreams my sweet little angel, mummy misses you so, so much..
i came to talk to you yoday to chat away, and was so happy that your grass has grown, fingers crossed your headstone will stay a little cleaner..
night night caiden james xx
If we could have a lifetime wish
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried...
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried...
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too...
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
To a brave wee cookie
What a beautiful brave wee boy...i'm sure Caiden will be playing with the other angel boys and girls and keeping a close eye on you, love from Lachlan's mum x
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